What a Mess

There I went again. Talking to an almost complete stranger about my men troubles. Tresse has taken to him though. Which is a good thing I suppose. Seems to help the both of them. But seriously, I am no better off unloading on a guy who always looks so stressed out. I still don't know what to do about this...thing with Riaevis. I know now that I was projecting what I wanted him to be right over who he really is. I still don't think he's as bad as he thinks himself to be. But it's not my place to fix that.

This moving out with Kor thing is really eating at me. I need to talk to him about it. But I don't even know if that'll solve anything. I feel like I'm stringing him alone, treating him like...like a second choice. But I don't want to hurt him. And I'm a terrible person for letting it drag on this long without putting my whole self into the relationship.

I..might look into going away for a bit. Not to run away. Just have some time with just me.